Ok initially I wanted to blog about something else..but it took me so long to crack my brain on what to write so i gave up :) Yes blogging was so easy in the past. I remembered vividly on how i use to blog straight after an event. I'll be the first to pen down my thoughts, and post up pictures. Oh and not to forget I was quite emo back then, haha. Today I may be the happiest person on earth and before you know it i turn to be a girl who is emo-ing about people who spoiled my life and etc. I can laugh reading my old posts at the same time reminisce on the beautiful experiences I've been through.
Well, I'm doing quite fine in the office :) I admit I was a bit reluctant to return here in the beginning, but ever since I'm here, i feel its a good experience and a perfect time for me to be alone. To just focus on my relationship with God, and put all complications behind. I feel so happy for some reason, wait.. not for some reason, I'm happy because God has given me his divine peace and joy! I've been battling with a feeling that I know has affected me in some way or rather. It's eating me inside and i couldn't find a way to overcome it. I knew there is a bible verse that can be the answer. I kept staring at it, digesting it, but nothing seemed to go through my nerve to reach my brain. Until I was ALONE with God. God spoke right through me, and that verse hit me right on my face! Now, I'm so relieved that I willingly let go with the perfect answer to my question and that made my heart as light as the wind.
This morning I woke up with a glimpse of smile on my face. While I change, i put on the song "The Wonderful Cross". I've been reminded of his grace and mercy that pull us human through this dying world. I can't imagine my life without him. Is like when i go through things alone or in public or whatever it is, i know i can just whisper a prayer to someone that will ALWAYS hear me. Plus he is the creator of this world, all the things that are on earth belongs to him, so why not go directly to him, and let him take control? I love you Jesus, from the bottom of my heart, i love you more than anything else!
For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord. [Romans 8:39]
A random picture of me when there is no client at the reception or anyone else, people like BRIDGET (I know you're reading this ...) looking at me, hehe
The other secretary by the name of Bridget has finally return after her study break. Oh gosh, i'm having so much fun with. Teasing each other, always saying to each other "i'm not goin to talk to you eveerr!!", insulting each other things in a good way and etc .. :) and she is always giggling, laughing, and smiling at something. She is also ever ready to teach me whenever i need help! The best part is Bridget's best friend, Jia Xin is back from Australia too. I always eavesdrop at their "LOUDDD!" conversation and end up laughing seeing how they bampu each other. haha.. Working life is so FUNN!
On a random note, i'm going back this Friday for Douglas's wedding. This the 2nd time i'm going back by KTM and i'll be sleeping on bunk BED. Ohhh!! Eyes please close, brain please rest, train don't be so bumpy, and give me a good trip back, i beg of you!
That's all for now! God Bless All Of YOUUU!
