The Stress For What Seems So Scary
*few pictures below ...*
Hey bloggers! =)
I've been a bad blogger, a very bad one. Lets just say the urge to pen my thoughts down on this "public" place is no longer my interest. But then again, the urge only comes when it feels like coming.
Life has been pretty challenging to me especially in the area of finding the right course to do. It is still so fresh in my mind what happened 1 year ago when i was at Australia. I remembered sitting down in my room, looking through the Internet, praying for my spm result, asking God for his direction and most of all i was asking myself what i am going to do when i go home. I thought well, since I've decided to do Monash Foundation Year at Sunway, 98% of my burden has been taken off my shoulders. Sadly, i was badly mistaken.
After when you finish your Pre-U only you realized that you are starting to taste a bit of the horror of choosing your future career. In fact, that is where i am currently in now. A situation where i myself cannot decide because this answer will determine part of my future. I have been seeking God for an answer and I am very sure he is moulding me to be what he wants me to be. Its not about my own selfish desires, but its about his purpose and will being fulfilled in my life. At times, we are so caught up with what the WORLD wants us to be. To earn that big sum of money, or to obtain a title that is respectable in the sight of human eyes. BUT please be reminded, we definitely will not bring these worldly things to Heaven. All of it stays on earth.
So to all those who are choosing what they should do in the future. Choose Wisely. Pray, seek him, and wait for an answer. Show him how much you need him & he will answer you in his own special way. God Bless All of You! =) now picture time..
5 Intan Girls, i miss u all!
St John Die Hard Fans during primary School
My very close friend since young!
Form 1, 2, 3 Berlian Girls!
We won our first year patriotic singing competition!
