After much thoughts..
Not bad huh! I am back with another update! =)
*just celebrated my grandma 90th Birthday, will update on that soon!*
as for now, these are the VERY IMPORTANT people in my life and you will know why when you read below
On a better note, i am very much relief & happy now. Just few days ago i know I've been talking so much about the stress of choosing the right course and uni for the future. Well all of it shall be the past now because I've finally decided what to do and where to go.
I've been thinking and seeking God for an answer for this. Recently, i got an email from a university in Australia that offers me to do Bachelor in Pharmacy. That added on to my high degree of stress graph. Can you imagine thinking day and night is it a right choice to make? You go to the toilet, u think about it, while u change, you think about it, when you drive and stop at a red light, you think about it until people horn you, when you watch an interesting movie, all of a sudden you realized you missed part of the story line because you were thinking about it.
..BUT..
You know who stood by me especially in my decision making?
My heavenly father, & my earthly father. I seek the Lord and asked him to open doors and make the route easy if I'm destined to go or to close the doors no matter how hard it may be to let go. Besides that, i have been talking to my dad about it. I am so thankful for a wise dad who is deeply rooted in the word of God, and especially being a man who fears the Lord. He is able to analyze things out from the box and the best part is i listens to everything he said because i know what comes from his mouth is of substance. I do debate with him my points, and he accepts it. At the same time he guides my mind with the grace of God to reach a higher maturity level by looking at this whole uni thing from a different angle.
After much discussion and prayer, i finally feel in my spirit that God has a better plan for me to stay here in Malaysia =) When I made that decision, the peace of God was on me. In fact, I just made that decision few hours ago, and i have smile all over my face. Even though going to Australia may be an eye opener, but i know God has a plan to prosper me and not to harm me, plans to give me a hope and a FUTURE (Jeremiah 29:11). I love my family, my dad, my mom, my sister, and my bro who have been supporting me even at times like this! and most importantly i love GOD so much! In all things God works for the good of those who love him (Romans 8:28).. oh and not forgetting, my FRIENDS who shared with me their thoughts!!
Now since i know what i am going to do and where i am going to go and when is my intake! I'm on my full blast having FUN mood! I want to enjoy myself to the fullest before the HORROR of UNI starts! Most of my burden has been lifted off my shoulders and i feel so free..LOL! So i shall start my much awaited fun by going to Singapore later!!
This is my testimony and I just feel like sharing it with all of you who actually took your time to read this long post of mine, you're the BEST! Lots of Love people! Until the next post! Sayonara
